worried
Posted on Wednesday, April 28, 2010, at 6:39 PM
I'm worried. I'm scared. However I believe that no matter what God is with me and I shan't be afraid. He will guide me, protect me and answer all our prayers.
Lord, everything is in your control. Please show me the light. Please let everything past by smoothly. Please guide and protect him. Give me strength, give me the power to carry on. In Jesus name I pray, Amen ((:
Yes, I'm still sick. It's the 3rd day already and I'm still not getting any better. This is horrible, totally horrible. Lots of assignment needed to be show or handed in my this week and I'm not done yet due to the headache. Seriously, I wish to get well soon.. especially headache and stomachache. And hopefully, all the renovations and dust will be far away from me. SIghh!
UNWELL
Posted on Monday, April 26, 2010, at 8:20 PM
I'm sick. Down with headache, flu, fever, gastric pain and backache. Feel horrible and weak.. even walking is a problem. Totally have no strength at all. How I wish I have a car to drive me to polyclinic this morning. But oh well, I still managed to reach polyclinic, see the doctor and back home safely. Don't ask me why I'm here despite being sick. I have no choice, I got to complete my work. Tomorrow need to show my teachers. I have a feeling, I'll take hours to do it cause my brain are totally not functioning. God, give me strength to do finish it. ((:
And thanks to all my friends who showed their concern. ♥
Under Pressure
Posted on Thursday, April 22, 2010, at 7:01 PM
First day of the week that I came home before 6pm, feeling so AWESOME to be home early. Think partially cause I'm too tired already, despite sleeping 8 hours a day. I wonder why.. Anyway,
SCHOOL HAS STARTED and everyday I was packed with activities. Although the workload is starting to pile up, but I still enjoying the time with my beloved friends. The laughter, the joke.. Totally made my day! Other than jokes on races, those people should know what. ((:
As I had mention, I have activities almost everyday. Monday - basketball, Tuesday - k box, Wednesday - basketball, Thursday - movie/bowling and for Friday & Saturday - work. What a pack week! But I still enjoyed my days, despite being tired!
Next week, gonna be another busy week. But less on playing and more of doing work, as there's submission to be done. Sigh sigh sigh! )):
Alright, gonna start doing my assignment.. before all the due date comes. Ciao~! ((:
With All I am
Posted on Sunday, April 18, 2010, at 10:43 PM
In few more hours time, I'll be heading to school once again. Is it a HAPPY or SAD thing? ((: I sincerely feel that its a HAPPY thing cause I'll get to see all my friends again. I'm more looking forward of seeing my friends, than the study part. Somehow it can be a SAD thing cause it's the starting of all the STRESS once again and some more it's my 3rd year of poly now. Gonna buck up, if not my GPA will look damn ugly. Haa! ((:JIA YOU, everyone who is starting school tomorrow.
No matter your YEAR 1, YEAR 2 or even YEAR 3! Study hard and don't slack too much. ((:
So.. what have I done this holiday? ((:
I feel that this holiday is the most AWESOME holiday, I've ever had since I'm in poly. Although most of the time I'm working, however I do spend my time with my friends too.
- BBQ cum BDAY celebration with WGB peeps ((:
- Bowling sessions with YEOzm, Andrew and JY ((:
- K-sessions with Chung (papaya), Nic (zicra), LKK, BengGhee and Winnie ((:
(Most often was with the first 3 person) - BDAY celebration of Chung with Sec Sch friends ((:
- Day out with my 2 darlings, Joanne & Yanyan ((:
(Although it's just short hours) - Outing and GAG with LG ((:
I feel so contented at least I get to see people whom I hardly see and enjoyed my time with them. LOVEIT! ♥ However, even school start please still date me out! ((:
Alright, going to sleep soon! GOODNIGHT world! ((:
It has been 2 years
Posted on , at 2:23 AM
♥ Cathay DTE!
Oh well, I have to admit that TIME REALLY FLIES!
It has been 2 years since I'm working at Cathay Downtown East. I can say working there is FUN, but tiring! Tiring cause of the crowd, it's madness if there's continuously of crowd for few consecutive hours. Dislike most is how some people just love to make a big scene there, even though they themselves are wrong. However, I feel that working in this industry all you need is PATIENCE! Big patience! and also ENDURANCE! This is what I've learn from there and many others things too! Of course, I have make many friends there. Friends that lasted for 2 years and it's still counting. Simply love all of them! ♥
It has been also 2 years since I'm studying in Temasek Polytechnic. Soon, like in 1 day time.. I'll be a SENIOR! Not a freshie, not a junior.. but SENIOR! Gosh! How I wish I could turn back the time. The time where I'm still a freshie and all of my course mate went to Hai Nan and play. Oh well, it's impossible! Face the fact VANDA! Heh. Holiday ending in 1 day time. Gonna spend it wisely! And yipee.. can get to see all my friends again, everyday. LOVING IT! ♥
Alright, time to bed! heh! ((:
TIRED
Posted on Tuesday, April 13, 2010, at 10:53 PM
I'm physically tired.I just realized I have been out for the past 4 days and I have spend lots of money till I'm so broke now. However, I've totally enjoyed myself! Enjoyed myself with my secondary school friends, my poly friends and also my 2 darlings. ((:
It's just feel great to catch up with my secondary school friends, despite we might be in different school or different courses.. But still we have things to talk about, and also talking about the past. I wish to get back to secondary school days, maybe like just for 1 day? Haa!
It's just feel so awesome to finally meet up with my WGB peeps and jianyu. Listening to their laughter is like good enough. Their laughter is like contiguous. The fun part is all the random topic they talk and gl each other for the fun of it. Thanks for the present you all give. LOVE IT! Healing a broken heart uh. Haa! ((:
It's just feel wonderful to meet up my 2 darlings and also Cheryl.Totally admire Cheryl, she's not only pretty, I love the way she dress and her style is COOL! Haaa! Of course, my 2 darlings are pretty too! We went to far east and get a new hair cut! ((:
Feels so refreshing after getting a new hair cut. Maybe it's a good way to start my year 3 of poly. 5 more days to go! ((: and 2 more days before timetable is out. HOPE WGB ALL WILL BE IN SAME MODULE! Different class its okay, at least we can study together. ((:
Alright, I really need to get some sleep!
WAY TO TIRED! GOODNIGHT everyone. ((:
happy birthday, chung! ((:
Posted on , at 12:17 AM
♥
For the past 2 days, I was busy celebrating an "AH-HAI" birthday. Haa! AH-HAI is Ngo Chung Lim. ((: His officially has step into the world that starts with the digit "2".
On 11 April, we spend our nights off at a pub called 12th Elements. We drink, play cards play dice play 猜拳 and sing song. The night was awesome! ((: For the day, our mission was to make the BIRTHDAY BOY drunk and we did it. Quek and YH did the job of making him drunk. Haa! And.. he vomited 6 bags of ... Liquid?
Oh ya, and the staff in 12th Elements actually thought we are underage kids. I seriously can't believe what she say, do we really look so young? She also can't believe that we are actually turning 20. LOL! Think all of us are still look young, despite of the age increasing as years goes by. That's great, young forever! ((:
Everything ended at around 3am plus, cabbed home. While some took ZICRA MONSTER aka NIC's car back, however they are un-lucky to attract some TP. LOL!
On 12 April, I spend my day with my lover AH HUA. Haaa! We went to catch "How to train a dragon". FInally I get to watch it!! ((: The show was awesome, I love toothless! Cute.. and handsome. HEH! After movie, we went to have lunch at some coffee shop. The western food is so FULLfilling. Jalan jalan after that, before heading to Orchard to meet the birthday boy and friends. ((:
We went to CINE for dinner, and followed by movie. But I didn't watch, dislike horror movie so Maisie and I went to shop around for presents and cake. HAA! And i'm so tempted to buy things from FOURSKINS! Maybe I'll shall do it when pay day comes. After this 2 days celebration, I can just declare bankrupt. Serious..! So doom, gonna eat air when school reopen. )):
Anyway, i've uploaded photos at Facebook.. so go check it out. Especially birthday boy! You should go see all your unglam photos. ((:
Lastly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUNGLIM! and HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIT! ♥
papaTIN ((:
Posted on Thursday, April 8, 2010, at 11:37 PM
♥
8th of April is the day where the guy above has officially step into the world of "2". Haa! Happy Birthday, my dearest papa! ((: Although can't celebrate with you today, however I promise I'll celebrate with you one day.. maybe next week. BE HAPPY! ((:
Posted on Tuesday, April 6, 2010, at 11:03 PM
This is for the ones who believe their lives won't change
Hoping that someday things will mend and be the same
And this is for the ones who have lost it all
When all that's left to gain
Is a simple reminder that the things that we're blind to slip away
How can I say
Say I'll be okay
Oh well, just one night everything is like VANISH INTO TINY AIR!
)):
Corner with love
Posted on , at 12:44 AM
We can't return to the past, yet we can see what's ahead of us.
Corner with love is such a romantic and meaningful drama. The song "爱转角" keep appearing in my head, so in love with the song too. Haa! I know I'm a bit slow, this drama has been out for years (i guess). But it's better than never watch it right? ((:
Corner with love - 8 more episode to go.
and next drama shall be "my shining inheritance"? or rather "the brillant legacy"?
and next drama shall be "my shining inheritance"? or rather "the brillant legacy"?
DOWNTOWN EAST CATHAY CHALET - 5th to 7th April.
1st day of chalet was AWESEOME! Food was great, accompany was even better. ((:
But I bet tomorrow will be better, more people will be coming. WHEE, can't wait!
Yipee! The guys will be back tomorrow 12.05pm! ((:
Hope they will come back safely. God, please protect them.
Alright, back to drama and sleep! Tomorrow meeting my "ki-ki" ((:
Mighty to save
Posted on Sunday, April 4, 2010, at 9:09 PM
HAPPY EASTER DAY! ((:
What is Easter Day?
Easter day is the day where Jesus was resurrected from dead on the third day after his crucifixion. Christian celebrate this day 2 days after Good Friday or 3 days after Maundy Thursday.
I've collected 3 easter egg this year. It will designed and colours are added on. It looks so beautiful. ((: I missed those Sunday school days where I can design my own egg. Oh well, life has to goes on.
So what's up next week?? ((:
My workplace are having chalet from Monday to Wednesday.
My beloved WGB guys and friends are coming back from Cambodia on Tuesday.
Other than this 2 things, I'll be just working. Sound no life uh..
15 more days school will be reopen! Whee.. I wonders when timetable will be out. God, please put me same class as WGB peeps and all my close friends! ((:
How come you captivate my heart so easily,
yet I can't find a way to grab your attention?
♥
如果我變成回憶
Posted on Saturday, April 3, 2010, at 10:42 PM
Oh well, this "9 painful things" are so true. ((:
We should stay away from this 9 things, in order not to get ourselves hurt or feel the pain.
It's 10.45pm now, and I'm feeling real sleepy already. I'm like forcing my 2 eyes to open cause my sister and the boyfriend is still in the room, which means I couldn't sleep cause my bed is inside the room. )): I think soon I'll just lie on my brother's bed and go into dreamland. HAA!
Wooh, one word to describe work today... "HORRIBLE!" The crowd is like non-stop! Seriously is non-stop. Usually when halls are open, we can like slack for an hour before the next crowds come. But now, don't even say slack.. not even a minute to rest can. I like continuously talking for 9 and 1/2 hours, among that 10 hours I'm working. Gosh, hope this will end tomorrow!
What's on your mind?
Sometimes I feel confused. Sometimes I feel that you're dumb. Sometimes I feel that everything that happens it's so not worth it. Sometimes I feel that I'm so stupid to do it. Sometimes I feel left out. Sometimes I feel worthless. Sometimes I feel that I'm just being used.
So, what's actually I am to you??
T.G.I.G.F
Posted on Friday, April 2, 2010, at 11:44 PM
HELLO sweeties! ((:
April is here. A brand new month of the year. It's time for us to dump all the sadness behind and start this month with happiness!
First of April,
I spend my morning till evening at work. While, work was tiring due to the movie "CLASH OF THE TITIANS". It was full house almost all the showtime, even at 2.35am! Totally horrible. I wonder tomorrow how, weekends! Gosh!
From evening till the next morning, I spend my time with my besties! ((:
It was totally enjoyable! It has been a long time since I spend my night out with my friends. Usually when midnight comes, I'll be in my cosy bed.. sleeping soundly. HAA!
We went to Bedok, Cash Studio for some K-session. And this is the first time, after singing at that place for many of times, we get a SUPER BIG ROOM! It's seriously big, the room can like contain 30 people? But we only have like 6 people. HAA! So we just simply have fun in the room. Singing in there is like SHIOK! Although I hardly sing, but I love listening to others sing. Especially ah hai sings, so emotional. I wonder why.
After singing for hours, we headed to e!hub for a morning show. Morning as in 2.35am show! And to my horror, the show is almost full house. I still thought so late nobody will watch it. I'm totally wrong! However, I enjoyed the show. CLASH OF THE TITIANS! Is like Percy Jackson show, talking about gods and stuff. Interesting. You should go catch it. ((:
Forget to mention, it's also APRIL FOOLS day! And I was being fooled by LOUSIANGLING and CHOOJIAJIA! One says break with bf and another one says she's in love with me and she's a lesbian! HAA!
Second of April,
It was a GOOD FRIDAY! Slept at 5am and woke up at 10am to go to church. There's Amazing Race being held and I'm nice enough to help Clarissa/Mit as one of the station masters.
I think I'm a lousy station masters. I couldn't handle the crowd, and I think I created some mess. However I'm glad they managed to get the items and go to the next station smoothly. Thank God for the good weather, although it rains but it rain at the RIGHT TIMING! ♥
After my station, I went to help other stations at Esplanade there. I just sat at the performance stage area and take care of all the belongings. I guess I have stoned at there for almost 2 hours. However, the weather was so windy and it's near the sea.. so somehow it feels so relaxing. ((:
And I took out my camera and took randoms photos as shown below. HAA!
After debriefing, off I go to Bugis and have dinner with my beloved life group. We went to some shop and had zhi char. The food there was not bad, or maybe I'm just too hungry. HAA! Eat finish zhi char, we headed to Bugis Junction for some deserts at Swensens. My life group is indeed a group which LOVE to eat. We can simply eat non-stop. Oh well, all of us are so tired that we eventually went HIGH! We laugh over the drama Autumn Concerto as my leader, Mit keep copying the small boy saying "MISSH YOU MISSH YOU..." And this phrase irritates Clarrissa lots. She even record it down and bluetooth to us to set it as ringtone. HAA! This is how crazy my group is when we are all very tired. LOL!
First two days of my april are well spend, so how's yours? ((:
(Anyway, I'm typing all this with my eyes half open. HAA! So if there's any errors, please pardon me.)
P.S Glad that everything went smoothly for you. ((: